i'm in love~

before i go on with the topic lets talk about myself, some past......

ex-bf: 2...

shortest:4days

longest: 1week

okie, i know what people wil ask......

how come so short?!

for my 1st bf.... i'll say that time i was too naive... i accepted without thinking, i barely think,yea, i felt sorry for him, really sorry, but at least i think for one whole week, it was a lesson too, cuz i dont accept without thinking anymore, thanks and sorry....

for the 2nd... i'm serious in the relationship, but sumhow, i dunno y, he wanted to split... did i cry? yes, at 1st, m i angry? i'm sad instead of angry... i shod b glad it ended really fast, i let it go very fast too xD

ahem, i always ask myself, r they really counted as my ex?? we didnt even hold hands before @@

talking about y i suddenly writing bout this, yest the 2nd called, he told me that letting go of a person is very hard, he's feeling heart pain when thinking of the memories, cuz he propose to a girl(another girl), so i just wonder, did he actually ever like me before? dont misunderstood, i just wonder only,no hard feeling xD

I pray..... to find...

% responsible
% caring
% taller then me >_< (about 176 wil do xD)
% is the person i like
% he likes ME, the real me~

*ps: i'm not desparate @__@